Living Plastic

We stand there plastic
The real barbie and Ken
The only difference is we don't live dream house, drive that hot pink car
And at our disposal we cant become whatever we want to

Instead I traded it all in for a hell house

My dreams came crashing down at the raise of your hand

My hot pink car turn into me walking

Because you didn't feel like picking me up

My clothes became torn, burn, stain from your angry rants

We become plastic in front of every
I cover the pain so well I believe myself
I try to run
You follow
I hide
You seek
I scream
You cover me
The only way out is death
Rather it's you or me

Mirror

I'm floating into a place of make believe

I don't know if I want to leave

I'm finding all the wrong places

Stepping on every crack

Breaking every rule

Losing all control
Then I saw you
Standing from afar in a darken corner
I begin to walk over
As I get closer
Its me
Broken beaten down
For I did all the things Ive shouldn't have
Now I'm worn old hiding
For I'm ashamed of what I became
I turn and run without a look back
Is there still hope?
Can I be saved?
Whats left of me?
I fall down and cry

For the mirror never lies

Im Entitle to Burn your Shit

It's been years, months, days, hours, even minutes since we broken up but yet I'm still bitter

Although I have moved on
I still like running back into your name bashing you like a baseball across the field
Oh how you suck the life out of me
Had me in a state of blindness
Yes I must admit the first few months even the first year was great
But all those days and nights turn into you yelling  and screaming about mostly nothing
Ugh I cant even hear myself think
And when I can I'm thinking about punching you in the face
But I refrain from doing so for the umpteen time
Even dinner with you is insane

I'm beginning to lose my mind

Then I get a kick in the ass and it's over

Now I'm sitting around a fire

Torching your name, your soul, and most of all your shit
Ha Ha

And to all a pleasant night

Drops of Jupiter

You been there like the wind blowing on my back on a hot summer day
You whisper sweet nothings into my ear as I lay on the sun bleach grass
You warm me with your smile like the sun on the eve of noon
We jump, swim, laugh, sleep, breath
Even when your gone your here

With a touch of your hand across my cheek
The sweetness of your kiss
All remain here with me
As I look out to the waters my heart skip a few beats
I become paralyze with emotions
For this where you died
I keep coming to this spot in hopes you will come back
I just one more hug, kiss, laugh, swim, but all I can do is breath

Falling In

Here I stand

I can feel the rocks, dirt,tears under my feet

As I look across I see pain, hardship, nothingness
One two three
Here I fall
As I fall  I breath, feel, cry
Flashes of life before my eyes
Of us
One two three
Here I lay
Broken, forgotten,unloved
Moss grows upon me
Bugs crawl around me
because they know the truth  
Here I lay
There you stand
Here I lay
There you cry
Here I feel your single tear
There you go
Here I vanish

My Heart

My heart drop as I saw you enter that door

It crash to the floor shattering into million of pieces

I tried to hurry and pick it up but you rush over and swept it into a jar

You ran out of the room as I lay on the floor unable to get up

I began to cry just thinking of you and my stolen heart

I know days,months, years from now

You will still hold me